Before I complained about moving to an apartment from a hotel room. Well I moved and in my opinion the apartment is incomplete. There is no table or desk to sit at and do work or eat. I am expected to eat food on the sofa and do work on the coffee table. The bed is a Double versus the King or Queen. There is no TV service for local channels and I had to buy my own antenna. I am expected to clean and take care of the maintenance for the apartment. I hate being on the first floor. I feel like people can look into and easily access the apartment anytime they want.
This is not Corporate Housing, but an attempt to cut cost and make us do extra work to cover the amenities the hotel provided. So my question has been why am I here? Am I here to worry about cleaning the apartment, doing laundry, changing the air filter, or replacing light bulbs or am I here to do work for the company? All they did was compare the hotel cost to the apartment cost and said we can save money. They never considered the amenities the hotel provides.
All the negative feelings I have could be and probably are coming from Satan. He figures that since I hate this so much, that I will be mad at and blame the Lord. That is the furthest thing from truth. I figure this is all about worshiping a false god called money. Money is powerful and speaks volumes.
So I have said all I am going to say. I will do my work and if necessary, I will bill them extra for cleaning and maintenance of the apartment. My goal was to save them money by renting the hotel and car for longer periods of time, by going home on the weekends, but that is no longer my goal. I will not spend extra, but I will not spend less.
I just need to leave it all with the Lord. I have prayed and asked Him to help. If it is His will that I clean and take care of the apartment, then I will do that.