God will teach us many things throughout our lives. We do not always understand nor do we always learn, but He still provides us with an education.
As I have said in the past, I travel for my work. Frankly, I hate it. I hate leaving my home for a long period of time to be on the road. I will say this particular job has been nice because I can be home every weekend, but at the same time, it feels like the time goes by way too quickly.
I was home last week and it felt great. I had a really hard time leaving on Sunday. Yes, I am complaining and honestly, I am not content (Read yesterdays post). God does not care if I am happy or not and He will use this to His glory and He will be able to use this somehow and someway that I am not fully aware of, but it sucks.
Part of me thinks that the reason I am on the road is that there is something I need to learn. I just wish I knew what it was so I could learn it and be done.
Lord, please show me why I must travel. While I may not be happy with this situation, your will not mine be done.